How long has it been since I last blogged? About 2 months if my simple Math hasn't failed me. I haven't been motivated into blogging. Or anything in life, really. Daily routine goes on like, awake and not awake, trudging myself around like a zombie - just an unproductive mundane life. Have been doing so for 5 months or so; will still be doing it till July.
If you need an epitome of a wasted life, feel free to contact me via comments (or E-mail/ mobile). Maybe you'd like to run an experiment on me or make me as a lab rat to test some new antidote to prevent life wasting. Won't be doing it for free, though - I am, trying to find productivity after all.
Enough about that, I've just come to noticed this, this afternoon. Opened my Facebook page and saw every single one of my friends running their life, maybe not exactly living their life but just simply being alive. There's a fine line between those two, mind you. Since high school ended for me at the end of last year, I've more than often fallen into the latter.
Let me show you where the bold lines are drawn. In my perspective, to be living your life, you're doing something worthwhile. Like traveling, for me at least. Not many gets to do this at a young age unless you have a mountain of money and it’s out of one's comfort zone. Being audacious is key. And a cup of impulsive, don't forget. (Wow why does this feel like a traveling guide advice wtf?) Just doing something new, worth experiencing - that's living your life. When you feel the need to "figuring yourself out", travel - that is the answer; did you not watch/ read Eat Pray Love. Or you know, go somewhere other than your city; to the countryside or whatever.
As for simply being alive; you're just alive. Like a finely disguised zombie dragging itself to point A to point B then vice versa and repeat the next day. To succinct what I've just described - just getting through the day. Wake up, run your errands, go to sleep; no disturbance intermittent, hopefully and that would be a fine day. This is what I do in the fullest of descriptions. Except I have no errands to run on most days.
I'd like to put a stop to this lifestyle, but I can't just up and run. I haz no money ya digz? Ffs if I did, imagine all the wondrous things I'd do. 5 fucking months is a long time, that's 140 days ffs. Let's say I'd stay 2weeks in a European city, I could've stayed in 14 cities wtf. Yeap, one can only imagine. But one is determined to realize it, Amen.
P.s, I'm thinking of moving to another url. I've come to a point in my life where I don't revolve around love. I'll get back to that phase again just not now. I don't even think about it, unless you count infatuation as love and it's for male celebrities that are out of my reach. Henry Golding and Ibrahim Afellay, yeap not going to even be subtle about that. So anyway, yeah, moving, new url, not soon though. Will inform too.
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