Just.

I have so many things I want to say. Things that are irrelevant and does not relate to one another in any way. They're just things I want to say. That I need to put out into words. Why am I not putting it out into words? Because I can't comprehend what they are saying. They spew out all at once filling my head. I can't place what word with what word. I can't seem to conjugate them. They're just undefined right now. I am undefined.

I feel like I'm having a mid-life crisis in my last couple of teenage years. That's just wrong though. Because I'm not in my thirties or so to call it a mid-life crisis. It's just a crisis isn't it?

Maybe it's not a crisis after all. Maybe it's just one of those days... Where everything seems like it's moving without you. Or maybe I'm just a drama queen. Making things seems much worse than it really is. No one knows. Not you, not me. I'm just irrelevant right now. I'm at my low point. Waiting for something exciting to happen to up my mood, but not making any effort to making it happen.

Wow. What? I am not making any sense. I guess that's the excerpt of what I was talking about. About saying irrelevant things that does not relate to each other in anyway. I'm just simply conjugating words together.

This post is so dull. My blog is dull. My life is dull. Ugh